Adam's First Post

So if I may, I'll deal in the ethereal for a bit. Lately I have been thinking about how odd this stage of the addoption has been. Don't get me wrong... it's been amazing and wonderful in so many ways but it's also exceptionally weird! For example, if you've read Jessica's most recent post we just packed a bag for a BABY! We ourselves are packing bags for a trip and we don't know when we are leaving. Its like we know the punchline but not the story. This is not how people who've been married for five years normally operate. By now our marriage has a "groove"... my reality check is that the "groove" is about to be thrown into one of those machines they mix paint with. But I am so ok with all of this and I am very much looking forward to it, I just have to say for the record that it's all very strange. I am so looking forward to parenthood and everyone keeps asking me if I realize how much sleep I'll lose and how things will never be the same and you know what... that's Awesome. I can't wait to be a parent and I'm so happy we chose to become parent's in this way. Thank you all so much for reading this and all of your prayers and thoughts during this process.

Adam